Yesterday I had to go to the Emergency Room again and they left me in the hospital and I had a procedure and general anesthesia and now the doctors are again discussing ovary removal and hysterectomy...
The decision has to be made but in February as 1). I Need to recover and 2). have a trip to PerĂº coming up...
I am tired and want to get it all out and have it done with but also know I need to listen to the doctors.
While they were putting the IV in and fighting with my veins, this was the soundtrack.
I know it is a bit difficult and dramatic, but I still love it...my life is just as I want it to be, never "stagnant" it is ever changing. I hope after February this chapter will be over and I can move on.
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I saw John Cale in 2013 but I had never seen Lou Reed and I thought "I better see Lou Reed soon," but I was too late. There is always a reason not to do something, not to see a show, not to start that novel, whatever thing you want to do but talk yourself out of. Looking back, the reasons not to do something are never good enough. A reminder to do that thing now - you don't always get a second chance.
Of all the things about Lou I read this year, this remembrance by Moe Tucker was my favorite:
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